Thanks for the welcome and reply erik. we were beginning to wonder if we're the only ones around. we went to t today and it was a total disaster!! Baby was too little and scared to talk, so she just drew pictures. Then Mommy got mad and went on a......destructive rampage. My T made us promise not to SI today. But Mommy wants to. Wants to hurt. wants to be bad. My T said I need to be safe. Stay safe. But Mommy wants to hurt. .....
T says Baby doesn't have to go to the doctor if she doesn't want to. She says it's up to Baby. Baby can choose. But Baby's too little to make choices. Besides, the nurse called back and said said the doctor could do the procedure all himself if I want to get it done the week of Christmas. I want him to do it but it's too soon. So I feel trapped. Either I get it over with early and he does it or I wait until I'm ready and someone else does it. I don't know which to do.
toesquasher