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Originally Posted by Lillyleaf
Have you had one of those days were everything seems to go wrong? Not wrong as in just a bunch of little things, But wrong as in everything makes you feel bad. People laughing, people crying, the math problem, even your friends? Just nothing seems to make you happy. I know it sounds silly to point this out bu ti tis how I feel today. It wasnt at all a inperticuly bad day. Things did go well. NOthing big and bad happened. It is just everything made me feel bad. All day I just wanted to cry, but of corse I cant do that at school. Even dissoceating into someone else doesnt help. There happyness doesnt make me feel my normal bliss of fake happyness. I dont know why I am telling you this. But to end it today I was tierd and sad. How can I make my self happy? How soon with this sadness go away? How do I keep others from knowing? Or how do I let them know? I guess how do I share to everyone that I am sad?
I know that when people are sad they cry, and vent. But I dont have anything really to vent about. Nothing big and bad. Nothing that will make or help them understand. How do I even show my self that I am sad? I know that is this feeling I am feeling, but I cant seem to show it. And I need to. It is like having a bottle that is going to exsplode, but you dont have a way of letting it out.
Just my thoughts.
Thanks for listening.
Your's truely,
~Firefly
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Yes we have.....we're so sorry you're in pain....
(Yeston)Christine
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Last edited by Eriksplus; Nov 16, 2010 at 11:31 PM.
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