I don't know why she cancelled, I don't, that's true. But she and I used to hang out all the time and she has definitely been avoiding me lately. Catlover I can never talk to my old T again. She said it is her policy. I don't know if I'll ever see her again in my life. Ever.

I can't believe how bad this is right now, this is really bad, this is really really bad.. just don't even know what's going on, things are not okay