Hi hazeleyes. Welcome. I have a friend from sweden who I talk to here. actually this is where i met her. It helps eaps to talk to other people who suffer the same things. I can totally relate to you saying that you are sick of being scared. Me too. Last night I was lying in bed afraid and I was saying those words. 'I'm scared.' I was so scared that I wanted to hide in the wardrobe. I'm sick of being scared. Sick of everything really. Hope you keep coming here. It's really good.