I have made a call to complain about the health code-sanitation violations. I wrote a steaming sarcastic letter to my insurance and the managed care mental health organization, ccd it to congressman and to Banking and Insurance. I am trying to have a sense of less powerlessness. She is there, I don't want them to know that I am the one putting the health department on them. I read that the feminine hygiene products should be in a covered container labeled hazardous waste. Myself, THEY HAVE HOUSEKEEPING SERVICES. And this program is for 17 and up. Lots of adults there.

Maybe the dirt freaks me out more because I know what breeds in those places. Hospitals are the sickest places, and the most unsafe anywhere. My head is splitting. I can't work tomorrow. I can't sleep, I can't do anything.

My anxiety is at an 8 right now. Time for more drugs. Thanks.