i had physio this morning and i burst into tears! on the whole my depression is ok at the moment, apart from being utterly fed up about all the pains. i'm being tested for the tummy thing, treated for inflamed joints - another one has suddenly burst up, in the last few days, which is so painful - as well as constant infections and so on.

last night i was aching like hell and when i went to bed i couldn't sleep, i kept wheezing - i've not had asthma since my teens and now it's back, i had a temperature (slight) and my glands were up, it took me hours to sleep, and when i did it was partially quetiapine induced so i felt like being knocked out and not rested this morning.

i moaned to the physio, and she gave me acupuncture as it's a more holistic treatment and can be really helpful - only one way to find out really. it felt quite nice at the time, now it feels like everything's pulsing - it still hurts but in a slightly different way.

she wants me to see the rheumatologist again, as soon as possible, because this is getting ridiculous really