Hi, jesseryn!

I don't really have any insight that would be helpful at the moment but just wanted to leave a supportive note.

I've been struggling a lot lately with anxiety (I'm currently on short term disability from work due to a severe depressive episode) so, for whatever comfort it may be, we're (the great people on this forum) are in this together and I have faith we will become stronger and beat these feelings!

I was also interested in your not remembering Spring. This depressive episode began the end of September and I truly have no recollection of October whatsoever. I remember the end of September, then it was like the time span of a weekend and *boom* it was November.

I'm interested to see if others have some insight...will check back!