I wish I had friends. I don't anymore it seems.. Through out this year they've just been slowly dissappearing from my life and now I find myself completely alone. I also find myself back where I started.. 4 years ago. It was because I was all by myself 3-4 years ago with no friends whatsoever, that I got into the online friends/dating type thing in the first place.. I never want to go back to that, but I don't know how to make or keep friends in real life.. It doesn't help that I cannot relate to (or even like) many kids my age.. nor does the fact that I don't really go to school..