aww Jexa...this sux so badly! I think the fact that you can only go every 2 weeks right now may be complicating it. Hard to get connected when it is not weekly. Please hang in there...reach out to people, either here or hot-lines or something. I know I wouldn't contact my new T outside of sessions for the first few mos, because I thought it wouldn't be appropriate, he didn't know me, and I didn't know him. But that first time you reach out to a new T, it changes everything. The last time I talked with new T before break he said something....he said "I won't call to check on you, you have to be the one who reaches out". Maybe it's getting closer to the phone call?