I can imagine those feelings are confusing and maybe embarrassing, but please know they aren't sick or disgusting. It's a common and normal response to the intensity of therapy. You can read more about it in an excellent book called "In Session" by Deborah Lott. She writes about women's experiences in therapy and what kinds of feelings, thoughts, and events can occur. It's an excellent resource for clients and therapists alike.

Take care,
gg