Well i've not cut but the intrusive thoughts are getting to be a bit much. It just feels as though the tension inside me is escalating rather than ebbing away. I don't really want to go into details about what is stressing me out besides saying that it isn't a big deal in reality, but in my head i'm feeling very paranoid and really tired.

This is a pretty useless post, it won't change anything. I don't want tomorrow to come but when it does i'm sure I'll cope. I always do. I keep getting overwhelmed with tiredness and this is causing me to cry at random. I think I need a holiday! Except I'd rather not have one because I am too tired to cope with the change and anxiety of that happening right now too.

I'm really irritating myself tonight, everything i've written seems so ridiculous, over dramatic and self indulgent. I hate having to live with me sometimes. Sorry for the whine.