Hi Maya...I'm sorry that you have these feelings, at times it may be necessary to just fall back and examine one's self in a quiet place...but, I can tell you from experience DO NOT become friends with that lonely place, it may seem warm and inviting at first...a physical and mental haven to retreat to, but it's really a trap in disguize, do not be seduced into it....I'm not sure if you've ever heard of Joyce Meyer, she wrote a great book titled "battlefeild of the mind" you may want to take a look at it. It is in those quiet places that you will hear (not even audible) almost subconscious things that can be destructive....FIGHT AGAINST IT!! continue to reach out, to friends..on this forum...Church...Seek a relationship with Christ/ God but please don't retreat into that isolated place. I will pray for your recovery. Stay Strong Nigel.