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Old Nov 17, 2010, 08:47 PM
Galetre Galetre is offline
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Wow! I never knew I there was such a personality disorder. This is me to a T. The only people I really talk to are those in my household. I had an opportunity to make a friend down the road a few months ago, but she was getting too friendly & I started to panic. Eventually this caused a fight between me & my boyfriend & he went down the road to tell her not to call or come over. I have lots of friends I enjoy talking to on FB, but no real close friends anymore. I fear it & I really enjoy the isolation of my home. I'm lonely, but I tell myself that my boyfriend, my three sons & my 2 cats are more than I can handle. I also scored high on paranoia, which makes it even harder to make friends. I find myself wondering what their "true" motives are. It's so hard to trust others. I sometimes fantasize about going out and cry over what I am missing, but I really enjoy being home as much as possible.