Jexa- I SO get where you are! I have seen a lot of T's, but two main ones- the first was in a lot of ways mothering me- I saw her off and on from the time I was 17 until I was 37. And the T I see now- although I asked for the referral- was just NOT right at first. She began by calling me by my full name- and that felt like I was in trouble! And she was over the top expressive and off the mark- just not right, she wouldn't ever get me... but three years later, I can say it has been a very good match. So do what you need now to take care of you while the relationship builds. Can you find something good on Netflix to watch tonight?