Ugh, jealous. My cousins just got ANOTHER "awesome" cell phone for no reason (it's not even christmas yet goodness). I get nothing, I never really get anything.. I don't know why I feel jealous though.. I mean I don't really ask for anything material, material things don't make my life any better. I do have my own cell phone, you know those "old" flip phones without the keyboard or the touch screen display. I don't use it. Ever. I got it last x-mas and maybe I used it 5 times in the whole year.. Texting and calling people aren't really my thing.

So then why am I jealous?