Thanks so much everyone! I really have felt comfortable reading that what has happened or not happened is not abnormal. But it was so frightful to think that everyone had fled from me. I felt so alone in a way I never had before. Since I ambled through your posts I feel more calm.

I heard Morgana yesterday and today, and miss meg playing with her dolls. Julia singing and Heleni playing Morganas' harp. It was surreal. I went within to see it, satisfied once I had; I came back up and the heaviest rain was falling and since we live in a super rural area our water turns brown so I usually top up the filter as often as possible before the rain stops. I'd been gone so long that the water had already turned brown in the taps...spooky