I am not one for the Holiday Season...which already feels like it begins earlier every year.
It is my most depressive time of the year. In fact, 3 years in a row I tried to kill myself and was hospitalized during the Holiday Season. I try to be jolly with the rest of my friends and family to not look miserable but @ times it is so difficult.
I wish I could totally disappear during this time.
I am not currently suicidal...let me make then known.
I just hate the arrival of this time of the year and all the events that come with it.
Does anyone have the same thing going on?
Does anyone have a way to make it better?