Melissa,

My apologies for thinking you were new to recovery - it's just that your post reminded me so much of what my first few weeks were like.

I think it's good that you're getting stuff out now with your new sponsor - I know it feels hard but it is healing.

I'm constantly crying at meetings, my T's, my addictions dr. and occassionally at my pdoc's.

I've just resigned myself to always carrying kleenex.

hang in there.

--splitimage