Lol@ Saywhat - I unfortunately am not in a financial position to quit; my boyfriend would have a sense of humour failure. And I need to pay for my horse, my only sanity. I have had 2 other job offers, but I don't believe any of them will be less taxing on me.

@Innerzone. You've hit the nail on the head. Last weekend I slept 12 hours on Fri, and 12 on Sat; not entirely normal, is it??

The Klonopin numbs my emotions enough to get the day going. And that's all. I am on a cancellation list - this appointment was made mid October or so - it's been a 6 or 7 week wait.

She has mentioned the possibility of adding Wellbutrin, but now that between her and my T they are wondering if it is not more BPD I'm dealing with, I can see she's going to be anxious to prescribe too many meds for something that is supposed to largely be dealt with via T. But, if she refuses to give me Wellbutrin or similar, I am walking out and going to my GP. He's not an expert, so it's going to be up to me to make suggestions and him to just give his 2 cents. But I can see him within a day, and he's not too worried about giving me a prescription (Within reason) Much easier to work with