Bama, you're smart and have your head on straight. I have a lot of faith in you after following your posts for what... a year now? You definitely have some challenges ahead of you but I do believe that if anyone can overcome this, you can.

The other thought about the expense is that the sooner you get into treatment, the sooner you can put your life together and get more education, a really well-paying job, and get yourself out of an environment where you are exposed to so many drug users. The sooner you're on a career track, the sooner you'll meet new, professional, ambitious people to influence you. And the sooner you get into rehab, the sooner you can start your new life.

Stay strong,
LMo