Mmkay so first of all, I'm not bi-polar, well, I haven't been diagnosed. But I've started to refer to my "madness" as episodes, because they're much like the manic/depressive episodes described everywhere. Therefore I'm talking about this in the bipolar section, even though it might not have anything to do with being bi-polar...

Anyway, so I was doing REALLY badly for a while, but then everything settled down and I was really "normal." This happened for about a month over the summer, everything settled down, but then school started again and I got really bad. Anyway so this happened again, first with "mini" episodes, but then then I had a full blown, really bad one.

But I don't know if they're REAL episodes because they never seem to last for more than about 3 hours, at least the "manic" ones. The ones where I'm depressed last from either a few hours, to about two weeks.

SO yeah, I just... don't know what's going on. Does anyone know?