Hi kj44! And welcome to the forums! Sorry to not have posted here (been sporadic in general on that lately), but wanted you to know that I've been reading along. So how did it go?

(I remember the first time I went to a group. Nervous? You better believe it! Seem to recall saying something like my dx and being first time in a group, wasn't ready to say anything. Usually didn't for quite some time. Then usually a little bit. Went regularly even if I didn't really feel like it, because you just never know(!) There may be someone you can comfort simply by being able to relate to their experience, so they don't feel so alone. Then, about a month ago, I needed to be there very very badly and was glad to have established the connection, or I wouldn't have known where else to turn, you know? <IRL, needed more localized help>)

Don't know if this is a specific group you need to go to, but if not and you give it some time and just doesn't seem quite right, there is probably another, so don't worry overmuch about that, ok?