Nah, not on meds. I dont believe in them. today im fine towards most people, except the boss. He acts like I dont try wshen I really do.

Im a big time doubter for everything. Even when my 6 yr old niece says she loves me, I question that. I dont question her to her face because that would hurt her and thats the last thing I want to do.

Wouldnt it be easier if I just shot myself. Then everyone would be better off, especially me.

So do you all think I really seem bp or is my doctor just a quack.