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Originally Posted by lilred3382
Nah, not on meds. I dont believe in them. today im fine towards most people, except the boss. He acts like I dont try wshen I really do.
Im a big time doubter for everything. Even when my 6 yr old niece says she loves me, I question that. I dont question her to her face because that would hurt her and thats the last thing I want to do.
Wouldnt it be easier if I just shot myself. Then everyone would be better off, especially me.
So do you all think I really seem bp or is my doctor just a quack.
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What is it about meds that you don't believe in? Being on a mood stabilizer/antidepressant has calmed the racing thoughts in my head and the inappropriate actions that followed to the point that I can actually be happy and calm and optimistic sometimes. That's a whole lot better than it was before.
As for your last question, no one can determine your diagnosis based on what you post here. But I'm guessing if it's not BP, it's something else, so I would suggest you listen to your doctor.
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