please dont think im a total idiot when you read this. i dont know how i keep getting myself in these messes.

i go to a t that is in a different country than i live. i live in a border town and it is a one hour drive one way. at the time this seemed like a good idea. with total confidentiality and all. but now i am doubting the idea. the distance isnt the problem. would travel that far even here. just wondering if i should be going to one that is in another country. no matter how close. i dont know if i did something really stupid or not.