i had one shrink years ago who said ,whenever you go into a manic type faze come an see me. when i was flying he was the last person i wanted to see, plus getting an appointment fast in england is like NOWAY. Little things what bugged other people were like you no if you hear a new song an you tell someone its cool.i would send them copies as if they should think the same as me. you know that buzz what gives you a massive headache, i often would thik why am i happier than every one else. then thought the low,s were normal.i never put weight on as my body was always on red alert . now i am over weight with meds that stablise me just. an have this life long benzo addiction, 4 mg ativan a day ,i can live with that though. i carnt really see any other meds apart from my sertraline getting me ina better place. i have been through enough hospital **** to last 10 life times. i just dont have any trust in english mental health. I even tell the p docs what meds i want out of the old fashioned med bible.They dont useually give you more than one med at a time.wellbutin is banded in england, give a little with a cool ssri an take away the sleepy feel without causeing anxierty would be cool.