Yep, know what you mean. Sometimes we have to go on faith alone. I've lived a long time and one thing I've learned, nothing is more important or satisfying than having love in your life. I sometimes wonder if I would have made it without my husband. I could pretty much give up everything except him. A love worth having is one fighting for. I really hope her issues will begin to improve soon. Just concentrate on one day at a time for now. Do you think a little weekend trip away together would help, a change of scene might help her.