hi kiya,

it sounds like this is all about her "wanting you to have a good image of her," even the stuff about taking the responsibility for the mix-up with the pnp and stuff. (what's a pnp, btw?)

maybe if you can get back on the same page with her, make it clear to her that you see "all sides" of her - the good, the bad, the whatever - then you both can move on. i'd also encourage you to go to the thing on sat, but that's just what i would do (and echoes and wepow, it seems ).