Dreamer,

What are your goals? You said that they seem far away to you. But maybe focusing on what you want to do with your life would help you to feel better. My goals also seem so far away, but when I start to give up on them I get sucked back down into serious depression. I just have to keep on taking baby steps, even when it's hard, because if I don't I will give up, and that's bad.

You said that church and choir, etc. were good for you before. Is the choir limited to just certain ages? Could you still participate in that? What if you told them that you need a class for your age group? There are most likely other people your age who could use it too. Maybe they would start something.

What else are you interested in? Let's find something that you can grab onto, okay?

Wendy

<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>