I understand perfectly your loneliness as i get very lonely most nights, my loneliness is like a light, off during the day and all embracing when it is dark. I used to go to my local pub (not to drink alcohol, just for the company of others) but since my mobility deteriorated two years ago I am unable to get there now. I find playing games on my computer, listening to some good music and chatting to a friend 200 miles away on facebook all help to relieve the loneliness though at times a good 'feeling sorry for myself' cry is the only relief