Hi, I'm reaching out today, as I'm not sure who to talk to. I've had depression for over 6 years now, but had thought I was finally getting better last year & was released from counseling. I got pregnant earlier this year, only to lose my baby in the end of August right after I found out we were having a girl. My depression has returned times 10. I can barely stand to drag myself out of bed in the morning, can only think about how I lost my baby girl. Despite trying every month since, my husband & I have not been able to concieve again & each month it's like experiencing my loss all over again. All I want it to have my baby back, I miss her so, thinki about what she would have been like. My husband is very insensitive, and whenever I mention anything to him yells at me "just forget about it already" & hasn't ever seemed to have cared about our daughter's death. I keep having nightmares about the surgery I had to have to remove her from me. Getting through the days here at work has become nearly impossible for me not to cry.