(((((pinkpony)))))

Please stay safe!!! It will be okay. You will and T will straighten this out during your session. It sounds rather complicated with your Dad talking to your T and telling you, etc. A good T should be on your side no matter what, though. He shouldn't get angry and scare you. If he continues to do that, maybe he's not the right T for you.

This would not be a good time to cancel your session. I hope you don't. It will help you to be able to sort all this our with your T and will hopefully make you feel more connected to him. Maybe you can get clarification on whether he will answer your emails, calls, and text messages.

Try to breathe and relax. I hope your session goes well.