i never really stopped SI but i did go for months inbetween needing to do this but for some reason i am feeling the need to do this all the time and am doing it in one form or another atleast once a week.i have no idea why the need has come back so strong.im quite confused.i even have plans on doing something tonight .i probibly wont but i have spent a lot of time planning what i want to do it is just strange.i have no real reason to want to do this.