Bipolarone,

First of all, from the way it sounds you are severly depressed. Severe depression can alter ones
judgement. It sounds like you really do not need to be alone right now with a gun in the house.
Depression lies to us, it tells us things will never get better and there is no hope. I have hope
in you and would suggest that you call a friend or family member, and have them remove the
firearms from your household, until you feel better. Do not be afraid to seek professional help
if you have not already. Depression is a severe medical condition which can be treated, If you
feel strongly about the urge to no longer be alive CALL A MENTAL HEALTH HOTLINE IMMEDIATLY!
YOU ARE SOMEBODY! PLEASE CALL A PROFESSIONAL, MOST HOTLINES DO NOT REQUIRE YOU TO
GIVE YOUR NAME. I have confidence that you will seek help. let us know how you are doing!

peace and happy holidays-kris

KRZYKRIS

If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!