Wooo Hooo!!!!!
It only took close to 7 years but took major steps forward yesterday. Doing snoopy happy dance in my head since then not full on looking at him properly yet but took major steps forward with that and with letting the real me connect to him. Just major and want to just grab him and squeeze in happiness almost all we've been working on for over a year now is just looking at him and now its like these things in my head unlocked and have allowed it and it's amazing when that happens got to remember to make a page in the comfort book reminding us of the unlocking things in case we need them again. did i mention it is pure happiness