Here's the thing is, I have no friends and the friends that I DO have are only my friends because they met my boyfriend and became friends with him first. It's like I'm totally incapible of making friends of my own, not that you even need to bust out your toes if u want to count the friends I have now.
I love my boyfriend to pieces (We've been dating for nearly 2 years and I do fully anticipate staying with him forever, even if everyone thinks I'm "too young" to know what I want) , but I feel like the worst g/f ever. Seriously. One way I constantly %#@&#! him off is by worrying that he's mad. Then if he IS mad I just start crying. I personally don't understand HOW he can love me, but I know he does as hard as it is to see sometimes.
I'm spending thousands of dollars to go to college and get a good education, and what for? It's an "investment in yourself" but what if you don't think that's a solid investment? I'm not even good at anything, that's why I can't declare a major, because I think I'd fail at most of them... seriously...
So, I'm whining like I always do. Call me an attention seeker or w/e (it wouldn't be the 1st time)... say whatever you want, just be honest... sorry if u find me annoying, but I'd rather hear that I'm annoying than not hear anything at all. The only thing worse than negitive attention is none at all.