I sure hope so. A lot of drug addicts lose their sense of care and love for others when they are in active addiction. I did the first go around, but for some reason I kept my loving heart this time around and for that, I am grateful. I did lose self respect and self love, but I never stopped loving my family or treated them with disrespect like in the past.

What can y'all do to support me? Y'all are doing it. Just being here for me when I need someone to listen (read) and giving me honest advice.

A friend of mine has offered to come get me and let me stay with him in Florida for awhile until I get my head clear and can come back to Alabama and be able to say no to the dope. I've known him for a little over 2 years and have met him a few times in the process. So I may be headed towards Florida for awhile to get my head on right and prepare myself for the temptation that's here in Alabama.