sounds like you had a rough ride to, one thing i dont get with your meds, xanax an ativan . why both , there both powerful benzo,s surely there a mistake giveing you the two . xanax is twice the strenth of ativan , you must have one hell of an anxierty prob, no doc in england would give you the 2 together, an i take the max ativan they script 4mg a day . how many xanax an ativan do you take a day