Anne, I used to have a court order for a therapist and meds. I refused to follow that also. Not saying I didnt get in trouble cause I did. I just cant do the therapist as I dont trust them and they are just nosy and no help to me what so ever. I had tried about 4 different ones and I gave up on that.

Lostmind, I dont think my views on medications will ever change. Ive never been one to take them regardless. I know people say what if you had diabetes, cancer, or heart disease. My view point still stands, they are unneccesary poisons going into my body. If I was meant to die from this stuff, then why prevent it from happening the way it was wrote into my books of life to happen.

Not only that but I do question the pdoc a lot. I think he made a misdiagnosis. Im female, I get hormonal. Thats what my issue is I think.

I know Im a lost cause and not worth trying to help no more. Everyones said it so thats what I expect from everyone now, because it must be true.