Venus - I respectfully disagree, the flu is treatable with Tamiflu, or you can treat the symptoms with Tylenol, Advil, Mucinex, etc. Either way, before you can begin treating the illness you must first admit that something is wrong.

However, the greater issue is that lilred, you do not feel as though you are worth loving, caring, feeling, or our concern. I contest this, and wish that I could take you up into my arms. You are worth every effort that we have made and more so. No one has seen the book of life and can therefore not be sure of God's intent for any of us. God does challenge us, unfairly at times, but no where will you find that his intention is to damn anyone of us.

Lilred, I know how you feel more than you can imagine. I disappointed others countless times, I have continually hurt those that cared for me and loved me, so that I could say that I am alone, I pushed everyone away and lied so much I am no longer sure what the truth is. However, I now have hope. and more than anything am coming to terms with the fact that I was not meant to broken, no one is meant to be broken.

We all here to get help and to receive help, so please let us help you. Everyone here does love you, and everyone truly cares about your well being. The advice we give is what we went through, and many of us came from the place that you are now. But we all have the same message, it is okay to trust, it is okay to be loved, it is right that we find worth in you because you are worthy. If you can't look in the mirror and say I love you than come here and let us tell you that we love you.

I love you and value you, you have no flaw in my eyes, you are worthy of my trust and compassion. and I will say this as many times as you need me to say it. I love you.