((((((Theodora)))))) - I've been so worried about you and wondered many times where you are. I'm relieved to know you're here but saddened by your dire circumstances. Are you in a homeless shelter and in contact with social services in your area? There's also :
http://www.nami.org/

http://www.nyc.gov/html/dhs/html/home/home.shtml

http://www.coalitionforthehomeless.org/

I pray you're going to be alright.