Thanks you guys for commenting. Really helps to here some fresh advice from others and your stories as well. I am going to really work on the inner peace and not comparing myself to partner. Yes, he is a multi talented guy and whole different person. I just love his heart so much for 3 years been together. I dont want my insecurities to get bad. Alot of times I am thinking that he could do so much better, will we stay together. I think I have some gifts working with children.. Have worked for 10 years in school kitchens and daycare centers. I guess I can explain myself a soft spoken nurturing type with children. My fiance works for Microsoft we met through our 18 year old kids.
Well, I am sorry for boring you if I did but thanks for being here, and I really wish you all alot of Love Today!

Rainwater