Went to nevada to stay with joanie (girl that's like a daughter) .Things were great.Husband kept in touch while I was there.Was very kind the whole time on the phone.I guess he didn't know I'd have to come back for appointments.Huh.So ,while I'm at joanies,considering counseling and how I need to fix my life,I get a phone call.Apparantly my neighbors across the street; who my son spends most of his time with,says there's been this chick staying at my house in and out.I kinda thought it was his sister because she has prolly like 4 surgeries on her ankle so far,and figured she wanted to take care of him since I wasn't here.Thought cool, whatever.Decide to come by and pick up a few things, while he is at work,and who do I find? Like my ex best friend.I mean to tell you I am pissed.I am not jealous .I could care less who he sees ,but she's all wearing my clothes,been through my papers,using my comp,and stuff of my moms is not here.I am in utter disbelief.I mean me and her didn't even ever have a falling out.Just got busy with other stuff I thought.Maybe that's why he felt he could do what he was doing.Or maybe that was his intent from the beginning.Actually someone mentioned that he was probably doing some of the stuff he did cause he wanted me to freak out and leave.Some of my jewelry is gone.A couple paintings,and part of my wolf collection.Who even knows what else.I hope she took some of his **** too!!What the --- is next!?I could care less.She can have him.I have the things I need and figured cause he was all I'm sorry I'd think about it,but f forget it.I am just livid!I WILL frakin' survive.He can reap what he sows.I don't even know why I care.~~WOolf~~ Don't really know my next decision .Is it ever gunna be just ok?