Same here. Remember, dear. There is no way I know at least that you can just opt out and still be around to observe. TOO big a risk that it won't work. Glad to hear like above that your system seems to be working. Hang in there, OK? it sounds like the wires have goten themselves a bit crossed. I know that when I get really stressed and anxious more then down, I stat hinking along those llines, and it's NOT a good thing. Keep safe, hon. HUGGGGSSSSS