Suga, a lot of us have a lot of trouble with stress anyway, and anxiety problems are nearly so common in bipolar disoroder that there has been talk of including patholoical anxiety as one of the inclusion criteria for the disorder. Honestly. You have had a lot of pressure on you for a while now, and the situation with your P-doc doesn't seem all that helpful. Is there any way that you can get a second opinion? I would agree that your doese seem very low... butthen I'm no med doc. take care, hon. You yelled at work? Gosh, Suga, if that were me, someone's head would be bouncing down the stairs No wonder you aren't exactly Mary Poppins in the office! HUGGGGSSS!