Hello again Loki,

Things are so diffiuclt for you because you are still in little pieces and are looking around you at the many pieces on the ground; there are so many pieces on the ground and you are overwhelmed by how many there are.

I think (and this is just my thought not something like a directive), that you should be spending time on yourself with yourself. You deserve it and are worth it. Just because you didn't get certain things from your husband doesn't mean you are not worthy.

If you spend time rebuilding yourself and loving yourself healing yourself you may get to the point where you can make decisions without fear, without concern and with objective judgement.

Sending you support and friendship,

Rhiannon