This is a part of my life. When I worked I did the same thing Lileth did, I hated to be awake even for a few hours. I still feel that way but there are things i need to do. My problem is i'm up at night. I can't fall asleep and when i finally do i don't stay asleep. So I'm tired during the day and i get nothing done. When I do wake up around 12pm or so I'm still not fully awake and i just lay in bed lifeless like a vegetable and stare at the tv. My apartment is a complete mess, laundry is piling up, i have so many things i need to do and i have no energy and no motivation. Its embarrassing because I have someone staying with me now and she sees me doing nothing and sees the mess. I just told my bf i need something to give me energy, a supplement or something but alot of them cause your blood pressure to raise and i already take meds for that. At this point i feel i will have to take the risk because i do need to do something about my apartment and i need to get outdoors and get fresh air and sunlight sometimes. I feel like my staying in bed, not getting dressed and staring at the tv all day or dozing just makes my depression worse.