I know how awful it can feel to have a relapse when you si but just when your running up a flight of stairs and say your in the 5th flight and you fall you don't start down all the way at the first flight you pick up from where you fell and keep going...Success is still success...I know it can feel that all success is lost because you had a relapse, and it's easy for me to say it's not lost just pick up from were you left off and keep trucking your doing AWESOME...However I am glad your talking about it and hopefully you can follow up with your T about it too and find out what made you trigger or what helped you get to this point? Anyways hugs if safe Take care,
Kalisha