I give up on new friendship, and I always have this "luck" of being left behind by every good friend I ever had. not because we fight or something but really it's just my luck", all people I could actually friends with always end up going to another city, another country, or another continent. I don't have any "right here right now" friend by my side, and you know what happen with long distance relationship even in friendship. And I end up giving up to make any new close distance friend since I'm afraid when I can actually have a good attachment with that person I will lost him/her again. so having a new friend is only on the net option for me, but even this hard enough. and I always end up cancel it to even to try to.
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