I don't know why but I always felt so guilty when something didn't go well. I like to plan things and hope for the best but even if it's someone else's problem I always say I'm sorry when did that become the first thing you tell people. It doesn't comfort me when someone tells me. Well sometimes it does but give me advice or tell me something funny. I guess that is one of the reasons I had such a long relationship I always felt guilt and sad maybe alot of it came from the way he said things but I was stuck. I just kept feeling like everything was my fault.